19. Mar, 2022

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I feel more relaxed about wearing this top today. When I first put it on I felt very self conscious because it was taking me out of my comfort zone in respect of my sizing.

I made a conscious decision some years ago after my trauma and as my recovery progressed, not to weigh myself and to allow myself to eat a good amount of food for health and for further care and to restore me to being me. Jiu jitsu helped tremendously with that because to train, I needed energy, and for energy, I needed food! And it has been an amazing journey!

I think in some ways, mood and how we feel in ourselves is reflected in how we feel in our clothes, just as much as how our clothes make us feel 💜